Finding Faith in this world

 Today was my cousins sons birthday, which by the way started out with drama. My poor cousin was so stressed out already about the party and her "friend" had called her with another situation so on top of throwing this birthday party that she had to move from outside to inside due to weather conditions. She had that on top of it. . .  She had to clean the bathroom before the party but her "friend" kept calling her away and I don't know her "friend" very well so i could not help her that way so instead I informed those I could about the sudden change in plans. I had also had to do some things but i wanted to be dressed and ready before the guests arrived only that didn't happen so after some of them arrived was i able to get dressed I had already got my daughter ready so all I really had to do was take care of my self and the one chore i was supposed to do , but never got around to doing it...

 So when finally every thing was looking up they dropped back down again yes that is  right something bad happened her guests that no one knew arrived and she was gone getting the cake, ice-cream , and pizza for the party and her boyfriend wasn't really there for most of the party he shows up late in a not so good mood and didn't really socialize with much of any one. My cousin disappeared out -side for a while I guess she was having a panic attack but she didn't tell any one. The good thing is the kids got to play out-side for a while wile she got every thing from dinner picked up and the table cleaned. . .  When it was time she gathered them up yes there is a good amount of kids in our family but back to the story than present time her son would not smile at all, all he wanted was to open the presents I understand he is only 4 but  this kid never smiles.

  It was getting neat cake time when one of the kids had to leave and the person who is taking care of her is a preachers wife well minsters wife came to pick the child up... So while I had the chance i asked her about her church, which if you know me is one of those no way you did what kinda things. So as i was asking her questions about her church I started to think would it be a good idea for me to introduce my child to this, would this help me through my husbands up coming deployment would I better understand my reason on this earth??? I think it might be a good way to have my daughter socialize with other kids but she is really shy and she is gonna hate having to get up before noon we are late risers only because I can not for the life or death of me get my child to take a nap..

 But still the question  in my head remains can one find religion in the world we live in now?