faith

well hmm i think its been about a week since i last blogged and i find that in some strange way it helps me.... lol 

So i was looking at my stats and i found that i had a lot of page views on my finding faith in this world..but i have come to recetly learn that faith is not always in a god per-say but rather in ones self to become what they want instead of wishing on a star. There are alot of good people out in the world but who says they all are christian calthoic or jewish or any of the other main stream religions. I have found out that to have faith in a deity that one must have some faith in them self's other wise we wouldnt have faith in the first place. if am wrong please correct me but if life gives you a chance to live why not have a bit of faith that it was for a reason.

If faith and life were so different why would we even be alive we must have faith that our child will come out all right and even the child doesnt do we love them any less? i think not being as we had faith they would be alright and as long as we at least get to know them then why not have a little faith that one day for those who have angel babies that one day and i hope soon that they will have a perfect child. i might be a little of course today but am finally writing whats in my heart!

i think that if we as people have trust and love then we can be better and make a better world by having faith in our selfs and trusting that we as one will make it better and in the end we will thank our god/goddess for the strength although it was really us all along with a little guidance.

so my advice is be your self and have faith that you will be accepted!

life

well its been awhile but am back i have done some soul searching, i found out that i seem to like the healthier food to me its like super yummy. lol. As of late i have found myself and i will never let some one bring me down let alone another mom who thinks she knows more or will judge me for who i am and who i chose to be... Ok so that was off topic but lol its life.

so like i said i have found my self or at least i have more sense to not let some one get to me. As for my life as an army wife well that has gotten more changeling my husband is deployed and am alone with my daughter who is getting to become some little brat i dont know!but than again she will be three in about five and a half months so that is great!! 

and some times am lucky and i get to hear his voice which lights up my day but the bed is still cold at night (even though its over 100)but i am pretty sure some of you know what i mean.... but at least i dont have to steal back the covers from him at night... 

A few months ago he came home for r&r, we went to the beach it was baby girls first time ever going to the beach... she had a blast but so did i and daddy.. but daddy forgot her sunblock which ended in a bad sun burn for all of us... but luckily my dad lives near the beach so he saved us well my step mom did although i will never look at vinager the same way again.... we had to spray our bodies with it man did it stink but in the long run it helped.

The very next day we went to Disneyland all sunburnt and only lasted about four hours total which really sucked.but after we rested we felt better and went back later that night which was fun and it felt good to rest for sure. than later we went back to las vegas and got tattoos that celebrated our baby girls birth(over two years later)...  

as for the pictures on the blog they are of my daughter my husband me and my tattoos